Monday, July 26, 2010

Great Day♥

Well this morning i woke up, and decided that today is going to be a great day. I am not going to let anyone bring me down. I have been in the best mood, for the past week. I have never been so happy in my entire life. I have a great family:even though they make me really mad. I have a best friend, & she is better than what i could even ask for. I have an Amazing boyfriend, who makes me smile, and laugh, & i am incredibly happy with him.
I just feel like i am walking on air. I'm not going to let anything get to me. Positive attitude, is the way to go. I am always smiling now, and i feel amazing.
Yes things do get to me, like for instance: Yesterday's Blog.
I will have a more positive outlook today.
Hopefully, I can keep this up.
Thanks for reading, have a Great day

Sunday, July 25, 2010

how i feel about my life.

So i am sitting here, thinking about what i should write about, and the first thing that comes to thought, is being a teenager in such a small world. Most people would say that "it's a Big world out there". Well to me, it's pretty tiny. I am 17 years old, and i am treated like I am 10. My parents don't let me do much, im pretty much kept on a tight leash, you could say. I do all the chores in my house, and i get fussed at for them not being done right, or not done on they're time, or even doing them at the wrong time; such as when they are watching tv. I try my hardest to help out around the house, and i do everything as i am told to do; but still somehow it's not met to my parents criteria, so it is incorrect. So in turn i get fussed at. Just to remind you, i get no reward for doing this... i don't hang out with my friends often at all, amybe once every two weeks. I feel like a prisnor, a slave. I should be able to do all the things that a normal teenage girl does. My parents treat me like i should be perfect, and never do anything wrong. I never do anything wrong, you could say i am a goody goody. I make the right decisions, and i acctually think about my parents; about what they would think of me. i don't want to disipoint them. Sometimes i think they hold me to a higher standered than i should be. I want a chance to make mistakes, and just be normal. I try so hard, but they don't see it. Maybe one day, I will be able to be myself, and just find who i really am, because i don't have a chance to right now.